God's Calling: Across a crowded room
We have come to one of “those moments” in the life
of our parish here at All Saints’ Cathedral. The surface
issue that has presented itself is a sizable deficit in our budget
projection for 2005. We will be tackling this in a variety of
ways and monitoring this problem month by month with an eye to
what new directions may be needed to address this situation.
Financial issues are, however, only indicators of deeper issues
and concerns, which we need to discern and come to grips with
as we make decisions for our life together as a community and
the future direction of our mission and ministry.
In light of that, we will be meeting in small groups in people’s
homes to listen to what our members have to say about where we
are as a church and to what we think God is calling us. If we
are truly going to be listening for God’s leading however,
we need to begin, not with talk, but with prayer and meditation;
a necessary thing at any time, but a particularly appropriate
thing as we journey through Lent to our celebration of Easter.
An image comes to mind of trying to communicate with someone across
a crowded and noisy room. If you’ve ever tried it you know
that just getting the other person’s attention is a task
in itself as the other person attends to other people or things
and sorts through the barrage of voices and visuals in the room.
Even after you have their attention it is difficult to get a message
across as the other tries to hear your voice amongst the others,
or tries to figure out your gestures or read your lips. The best
solution is almost always to remove the distance, put your heads
together, and even find a quiet corner apart from the noise.
Life can be a crowded room for many of us. The various demands
on our time, our energy and our attention can keep us running,
and often distracted from our ability to listen to God; the one
who is the source, sustenance, purpose and end of our lives.
God is constantly calling us across that crowded room, trying
to get our attention and communicate with us. Time for prayer,
meditation and scripture reading are the ways we get our heads
together with God so we can hear and attend to what is ultimately
the most needful and important, and perhaps the only eternal aspect
of our lives.
I encourage you this Lent to rededicate yourself to a daily time
of prayer; a time to get your head together with God. Pray and
listen to what God is saying to you about your own journey of
faith and service; pray and listen to what God is saying about
our parish family at All Saints’.
Above all, pray, and listen to God’s constant song of love
for you as he seeks to draw you nearer by his Spirit, through
our Saviour Jesus Christ.